He is walking, said the boy. Or standing up, anyhow.

Are you in school? Julie asked the children.

I am bearing up remarkably well, said the Dead Father, because I have hope.

I am?

We are twenty, said the girl. I am ten and he is ten. Old enough. We are going to live together all our lives and love each other all our lives until we die. We know it. But dont tell anyone because well be beaten, if the knowledge becomes general.

Always magnificent exceptions, Julie said.

And on and on and on, said Thomas. However he is bearing up remarkably well.

The latter, said the Dead Father. In my vastness, there was room for, necessity of, every kind of experience. I therefore decided that mechanical experience was a part of experience there was room for, in my vastness. I wanted to know what machines know.

Machines are sober, uncomplaining, endlessly efficient, and work ceaselessly through all the hours for the good of all, said the Dead Father. They dream, when they dream, of stopping. Of last things. They --

Believe me, the Dead Father said, I never wanted it, I wanted only the comfort of my armchair, the feel of a fine Fabriano paper, the cool anxiety about whether I had been cogged if if if with a restrike or not, whether some cunning fellow had steelfaced an old copperplate and run off the odd thousand extra impressions, whether a thing was by Master HL or Master HB or if if if if --

And he, she pointed to the Dead Father, must be, I cant imagine. Maybe a hundred.

Beautiful country around here, said Julie.

Children in love, said Julie.

Wrong, the Dead Father said gaily. Wrong, but close. Evenｈttｐs://ｒeａd.９9ｃｓｗ.com older than that, but also younger. Having it both ways is a thing I like.

I have an eye for love, she said, and there it is. A clear instance.

The children began caressing each other, with hands and cheeks and hair.

I was quoting Mme de Sévigné, said the boy, except for the last part, which was mine.

All this age fills up your heads, Hilda said. So you cannot remember what it was like, being a child. Probably you dont even remember the fear. So much of the it. So little of you. The lunge under the blanket.

We are invigorated with the sweet sensuality of language. We learn to make sentences. Come to me. May I come to your house? Christmas comes but once a year. Ill come to your question. The light comes and goes. Success comes to those who strive. Tuesday comes after Monday. Her aria comes in the third act. Toothpaste comes in a tube. Peaches come from trees and good results do not come from careless work. This comes of thoughtlessness. The baby came at dawn. She comes from Warsaw. He comes from a good family. It will come easy with a little practice. Ill come to thee by moonlight, though --

They are lost in each other, said Julie. Soaks up all available awe.

What do you study in school?

Goodbye! Goodbye! the children shouted. Dont tell, please dont tell, never tell, never tell, please!

You must be about twenty-six.

Small gifts to the children: a power mower, a Blendor.

Great to be alive, said the Dead Father. To breathe in and out. To feel ones muscles bite and snap.

In love? How do you know?

There are cages, yes. But we have been experimenting with moats.

Dysc九九藏書rasia, the Dead Father said, that is what I think of it. Pathological. I shall issue a ukase against it.

Children, he said. Without children I would not be the Father. No Fatherhood without childhood. I never wanted it, it was thrust upon me. Tribute of a sort but I could have done without, fathering then raising each one of the thousands and thousands and tens of thousands, the inflation of the little bundle to big bundle, period of years, and then making sure the big bundles if male wore their cap-and-bells, and if not observed the principle of jus primae noctis, the embarrassment of sending away those I didnt want, the pain of sending away those I did want, out into the lifestream of the city, nevermore to warm my cold couch, and the management of the hussars, maintenance of public order, keeping the zip codes straight, keeping the fug out of the gutters, would have preferred remaining in my study comparing editions of Klinger, the first state, the second state, the third state, and so on, was there parting along the fold? and so on, water stain and so on, but this was not possible, all went forth and multiplied, and multiplied, and multiplied, and I had to Father, it was the natural order, thousands, tens of thousands, but I wanted to wonder if if if I put a wood pulp mat next to a 100 percent rag print would there be foxing and whether the rumblings of the underground would shake the chalk dust from my pastels or not. I never wanted it, it was thrust upon me. I wanted to worry about the action of the sun fading what I valued most, strong browns turning to pale browns if not varead.99csw.comcant yellows, how to protect against, that sort of thing, but no, I had to devour them, hundreds, thousands, feefifofum, sometimes their shoes too, get a good mouthful of childleg and you find, between your teeth, the poisoned sneaker. Hair as well, millions of pounds of hair scarifying the gut over the years, why couldnt they have just been thrown down wells, exposed on hillsides, accidentally electrocuted by model railroads? And the worst was their blue jeans, my meals course after course of improperly laundered blue jeans, T-shirts, saris, Thom McAns. I suppose I could have hired someone to peel them for me first.

You are in a new world, Thomas said. Nine-year-olds are arrested for rape. This is not that. Be grateful.

Do we have to witness this? asked the Dead Father. This gross physicality?

Whats that? Thomas interrupted. He was pointing to the side of the road.

Two tiny forefingers with short crusty cuts exhibited.

It is incomparable, said the Dead Father. Magnificent, that would be a word for it. I would I had two as good as the left. Old Plugalong.

I think this child is a bit of a smart-ass, said the Dead Father. I shall cause her to be sent to a Special School and her rusty-mouthed companion there also.

The children kissed each other, on the lips.

Shout of Thomas to the men: Resume, resume!

Is that the kind that looks like a zoo?

I cannot bear to look longer, said Julie, let us proceed.

That is a Dead Father, Thomas told them.

He is dead only in a sense, Thomas said.

No way, the children said.

Do you want to excape?

I am offended, said the Dead Father.

Reasonably, said the girread.99csw.coml, what a word.

The countryside. Flowers. Creeping snowberry. The road with dust. The sweat popping from little sweat glands. The line of the cable.

These children are tuned a little fine, the Dead Father said, a Special School is the answer.

Tell me, said Julie, did you ever want to paint or draw or etch? Yourself?

Dont seem old enough, Thomas said. How old are you? he asked.

They will need them in their long lives together, Thomas explained.

Arent they supposed to be throwing rocks at each other at this age? Thomas asked.

Did you sterilize the knife? I hope? Julie asked.

We have cut our fingers with an X-Acto knife and mingled our bloods, the boy said.

Didnt you?

How did you come by it? asked Thomas. Accident or design?

If you do that we shall leap into the reservoir, Lars said, together. And drown. I am going to tell you something utterly astounding, surprising, marvelous, miraculous, triumphant, astonishing, unheard of, singular, extraordinary, incredible, unforeseen, vast, tiny, rare, common, glaring, secret until today, brilliant and enviable; in short something unexampled in previous ages except for one single instance which is not really comparable; something we find impossible to believe in Paris (so how could anyone in Lyons believe it?), something which makes everyone exclaim aloud in amazement, something which causes the greatest joy to those who know of it, something, in short, which will make you doubt the evidence of your senses: We dont care what you think.

He does go on, said Julie.

He is bearing up remarkably well.

What do machines know?

We will never be parted. I am Hilda 九-九-藏-書and he is Lars. When he is eighteen he is going to refuse to do his military service and I am going to do something so I can be put in the same jail with him, I havent thought it up yet.

How is your leg? Thomas asked. The mechanical one.

Considerably, Thomas admitted.

There is still more of the it than there is of me, said Thomas. But one gets along reasonably well.

The children hugged each other tightly.

What is that? the children asked, pointing to the Dead Father.

Exactly.

Children, said the Dead Father. Whippersnappers.

We dangled it in the vodka bottle, said the girl. I judged that sufficient.

It was not necessary, said the Dead Father, because I am the Father. All lines my lines. All figure and all groundmine, out of my head. All colors mine. You take my meaning.

Tightening of the cable.

He doesnt look dead to us, said the girl.

Of course we are in school, Hilda said. Why does everyone always ask a child if he or she is in school? We are all in school. There is no way to excape.

Admirable, Julie said.

Two children. One male. One female. Not too big. Not too small. Holding hands.

These are odd children, Thomas said, but all children are odd children, rightly regarded.

The children standing and washing each other with their active hands.

We are together, said Hilda, and will always be. You are too old to know how it is.

They dont seem very impressed, said the Dead Father. Where is the awe?

We had no choice, said Julie.

We wont we wont we wont! they shouted back. The Dead Father did not shout.

Gorgeous, said Thomas.

That would do it, Thomas said.

And he is even older, she said, indicating Thomas.