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Fixd on this day? why do I overlive,
To mee and to my ofspring would torment me
Wrath without end on Man whom Death must end?
Why am I mockt with death, and lengthnd out
That I must leave ye, Sons; O were I able
O welcom hour whenever! why delayes
The doubt, since humane reach no further knows.
Pursues me still, least all I cannot die,
And sleep secure; his dreadful voice no more
That dust I 九_九_藏_書am, and shall to dust returne: [ 770 ]
To waste it all my self, and leave ye none! [ 820 ]
With cruel expectation. Yet one doubt
His hand to execute what his Decree
Satisfid never; that were to extend
Least that pure breath of Life, the Spirit of Man
To the reception of thir matter act,
But I shall die a living Death? O thought
Which God inspird, cannot together perish [ 785 ]九*九*藏*書
Is his wrauth also? be it, man is not so, [ 795 ]
Would Thunder in my ears, no fear of worse [ 780 ]
Insensible, how glad would lay me down
Strange contradiction, which to God himself
Thy punishment then justly is at his Will.
Horrid, if true! yet why? it was but breath
Be it so, for I submit, his doom is fair,
That Death be not one stroak, as I supposd,
Posteritie stands curst: Fair Paread•99csw.comtrimonie
Of Life that sinnd; what dies but what had life [ 790 ]
All of me then shall die: let this appease
For angers sake, finite to infinite
Both in me, and without me, and so last
For though the Lord of all be infinite,
To serve him, thy reward was of his grace,
Or in some other dismal place who knows
From this day onward, which I feel begun
Of weakness, not of Power. Will he, draw out,read.99csw.com
Impossible is held, as Argument [ 800 ]
In punisht man, to satisfie his rigour
Mortalitie my sentence, and be Earth
Am found Eternal, and incorporate both,
His Sentence beyond dust and Natures Law, [ 805 ]
Comes thundring back with dreadful revolution
To perpetuitie; Ay me, that fear
On my defensless head; both Death and I [ 815 ]
And sin? the Bodie properly hath neither.
Not to th extent of thir ohttps://read.99csw.comwn Spheare. But say
To deathless pain? how gladly would I meet [ 775 ]
With this corporeal Clod; then in the Grave,
As in my Mothers lap! There I should rest
Nor I on my part single, in mee all
Can he make deathless Death? that were to make
But mortal doomd. How can he exercise
Bereaving sense, but endless miserie [ 810 ]
By which all Causes else according still
God made thee of choice his own, and of his own